A year back and here again !

Years and years I yearned to be,

Along with thee, to live and to die.

A Zillion words I had in my mind,

On living a life both here and beyond.

Seems like it was just yesterday,

We dreamt of love and timeless joy.

So cunning indeed are the schemes of time,

With a cruel smile as if to remind,

They were dreams and nothing much.

Every new day is a bitter beginning,

Thoughts just keep knocking my door,

I swear again not to welcome them in,

Then it was that same old feeling again,

What can it be I never want to know?

With all the hatred I could fathom I stood,

All directions I walk, it leads to that place.

With hatred, with fear I open the door,
Then in a flash as if time stood still,
All those memories came gushing in,
Now into my world and what do they do?

Mock at me and chide a little,

So used to it I now have become,

Just about manage a sarcastic laugh,

What a splendid story it has been,

From miles apart yet never away,

Now a breath away yet worlds apart.

Last few talks I now come to hear,

A lengthy silence is all I have.

Last few hours I now come to think,

Time to pass by, is all that I wish.

Last few things I now come to feel,

I pray that none feel it forever.

Good times I sense are just around,

Love and kindness to embrace,

Every end a preface to something new,

As I show those memories the door,

Its a warm and nice feeling thinking,

I gave love the precious of all gifts,

Of never having to say good bye.