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About me? Thinking about it, describing yourself is such a difficult task and I am puzzled how some guys out there do it so seamlessly. I am what you can call a “Yours Ordinary Programmer” and come from an already overwhelming group of people calling themselves the “IT Guys". So here goes my space mostly with things I don't know why I wrote in the first place. For those who feel it is non-sense thanks for your patience and for those who feel its quite good thanks for sticking your neck out  "Be the change you want to see" Cya, Sri

Monday, 31 January 2011

My world, My thoughts

I am a self confessed Bibliophilic. I read anything that comes my way from the usual stuffs (read novels, stories, sports literature) to the unusual (read cook books, philosophy, poetry) and is one of those things that makes me feel good all the time. I am happy to have taken refuge in the imaginary world emanating from the realms of those few pages in good or bad times, in exciting or depressing moods. May be the content of a book makes a difference but I am sure even the worst of books could still manage to trigger some food for thought.

It’s the age of the IPADs and kindles and I was just thinking about the relevance of those wonderfully bound, golden coloured pages. Kindle’s good but haven’t brought myself to part with my hard bound beauties yet. When you have a book in hand it’s an experience, it’s as if one shares all his intimate feelings with it, the creases at the ends (though I am quite careful most of the time) and the book expanding at the centre of the page and some words/sentences catching your eye and your hands automatically flipping through it time and again. Its like same two books can never be the same. That’s why I loved the idea of Tom Riddle’s diary in Harry Potter and the Chamber of secrets.
                                                       
I think I have got this habit from my dad, a voracious reader with philosophy, religion and Tamil Literature his forte. I have kind of picked up from him and the habit’s not going to die for a long time to come. We have this huge book shelf at home stacked with all kinds of books, my younger sister’s books on medicine with bare bones/muscles as the cover page (doesn't make good viewing though) and my elder sis’s books on Maths and Physics and mine with Computers and novels. It’s such a lovely sight, one of the best things I like about my room.

My first book was the “Wren and Martin” high school English grammar my dad got me when I was in 2nd Standard. I can still remember the book bound in a black cardboard with a red ribbon around it. It was a gift for coming 2nd in the class. I remember enthusiastically scanning to search the meaning of “noun”, “adjective”, “pronoun” then, not that much hasn’t changed of late, I still look at it for those confusing jargons now J

Just recollecting the books brings back so many memories as if time travel were to be true. Standing next to Gandhi when he tells his dad the truth in “My Experiments with Truth”, sitting next to a dejected Kalam when his first project was a failure in “Wings of Fire”, listening to Atticus Finch when he explains his daughter about civil rights in “To Kill a Mocking Bird”,  running with Forrest Gump when he tries to reach out for his long lost friend in “Forrest Gump”, flying with Harry, Ron and Hermione on their quest for the Horcruxes in “The Harry Potter Series”, Fighting the oaks alongside Frodo in “Lord of the Rings”, Nodding in appreciation when Howard Roark gives his defence in court in “The FountainHead” and so many more.

But what gives me so much joy in a book, is it the content or is it the pictures ? Or is it about the philosophy or is it about the use of language. I think it’s because it helps me build my own world, a self-made world with all my imagination and creativity, a world that none can ever take it away from me, now or ever.

Thanks for the that first “red book” from my dad ages ago, I have just built a beautiful world from it.

Thursday, 20 January 2011

The nemesis close by


Whose our enemy ? For most it's the world but I don't think that way. I don't find any fault with anything around me, for me I am my own nemesis :) A simple philosophy helps to take everything around lightly and trust me it works !

I wonder about things I don't want to think but then can't stop thinking. College days when I didn't have a care in the world, may be when I was at home during vacations not bothering about work, or may be a few funny days with some close pals.

These things remain for good or for the worse and along they bring a cycle of thoughts, a  plethora of emotions and ends in a state where you don't know if you are happy or sad...

You bring me my memories,
My memories brings me my smiles,
My smile brings me my world,
My world brings me my hope,
My hope brings me my goals,
My goals brings me my strength,
My strength brings me my success,
My success brings me my life,
My life brings me my love,
My love brings me my joy,
My joy brings me my everything,
My everything brings me my time,
My time brings me my choice,
My choices brings me my pain,
My pain brings me my memories,
My memories bring me you again.

The untouchable curse...


Life is a living hell, death a distant dream and to smile a sin.. Hippocratic world.

Deprived of the right to choice, feelings stamped deep under the earth and life a colourless rainbow. Emotions lost just like a bird forgetting to fly. World seems cruel, only tears for company. The gift of life that was meant to shine sinks beneath the ocean of superstition, callousness and blind beliefs.

But there is hope, I always think there is hope. A young and resurgent generation awakens which:
Doesn't care about caste but people,
Doesn't think about the wrongs but the right's,
A mind that doesn't do what the world says but makes the world do what it thinks.

A generation waiting to bring message of free thinking and equality to one and all !

Saturday, 1 January 2011

A wish for 2011

Something random I wrote to welcome the new year...

A new year and a new day,
A new start and a new wish,
A new dream to conquer older ones,
A new hope to reignite fading ones,
A new light to brighten the impending darkness,
A new voice to dispel the hatred amongst,
A new thought to enlighten the soul within,
A new smile to spread the gift of life,
A new prayer for me and for all,
For an year of success and infinite joy !!!